Maybe Someday

it all happened so quickly and before i knew it i was sitting on your lap, my head on your shoulders, wrapped in your arms so tightly as if not to slip away. how did we get to where we were? was it even right? was it too fast? i knew your thoughts matched mine but somehow we both silently dismissed it not wanting to question it but wanting to enjoy the moment instead. the moments i now wish i could have back. 

the moment when we were still strangers and yet there was no awkwardness. 

the moment when you pinned me down on the bed and your deep set eyes peered into mine sending a chill down my spine. 

the moment when you suddenly pulled me into a long passionate kiss while we were talking and all i could do was snake my arms around your neck and kiss you back because it just felt right...and real. 

the days when you'd pick me up from my uncles with the excuse of wanting to go to the beach regardless of the weather conditions, when actually all you wanted to do was spend time with me.

the days when being busy was never a reason for you not to txt or call. 

now, those moments seem so long ago when really it hasn't 

and right now, 

at this very moment,

all i want is you. 

all i want is to be held. 

all i want is to feel your warmth surround me and comfort me.

all i want is to fall asleep in your arms again knowing that when i wake up, you'll be right there still holding me.

but i know that's not going to happen today. . . . 

maybe someday.